Closure and Tardyness

Alright, so I couldn't avoid spoilers after all.
I put up a video rather quickly regarding the ME3 Extended Cut thing. But I feel like I should try and explain myself a bit better. (for whoever gives a crap)

I'll be brief because I will be putting out a video after the end of my Mass Effect Trilogy playthrough explaining I find it so unacceptable. So I won't be going into a novel sized rant here.
The extended cut still sucks butt nuggets. It only made me even more pissed off, and on top of that I once again found the reaction more irritating than the ending itself. Almost everyone seems satisfied with this crap, the only reasoning I've been able to piece together is that they felt that they actually had emotional closure this time. Which some may remember, is why I made that quick edit about 5 months ago (jesus I can sure hold a grudge can't I?)
I can kind of understand this, but at the same time I feel that people have been hungry for emotional closure for so long, that any vague hint at it was guaranteed to garner this reaction. The scenes they added in to fill the Normandy leaving with squadmates plotholes were a good example of this. While I appreciate having a small moments like this. The circumstances are so idiotic it drowns out any happyness I feel. These new scenes actually add more questions on top of the questions they answer. Granted they are much less damning, but this was supposed to be an answer, to add more questions in that answer is inexcusable.
As for the dialogue they added, I don't like it. They add a lot of questions you can ask now, but most are things I already knew or didn't care about, and what is worse is that Reaper Boy's answers are even more retarded than they were originally. The idiot actually admits that he is the source of the god damn problem he is going on about. And yet we still can't point this out. Fucking awesome.
The rest of it feels like the writing team at Bioware are talking down to me. Pretending that I was confused and didn't hear it clearly the first time. But I did, I very clearly fucking did, and so did thousands of others. Destroy kills all synthetic life, Control has Shepard taking the place of Reaper Boy, and Synthesis homogenises the entire galaxy. I knew this the first time, and I knew it now, and yet I've been explained this again like I didn't have ears 5 months ago. Stop telling me things I already know. Besides, it doesn't change the fact that every ending hinges on the premise we're given by the Catalyst, a premise that fails and been shown to be wrong numerous times already. Which is even true for the Refuse ending, where Shepard talks about Freedom as if thats relevant to anything and the Catalyst and writers say "well fuck you then" and you lose. Its the best one we've got available to us because it refuses to play by their fucked rules. But at the same time fails to actually take advantage of itself. Brilliant.

Thats it for now, its better, but it moved from a 2.5 to a 3. Still not acceptable by their own standards.


As for FEAR, boy am I red. I've been meaning to get to it, honest, but by the time I was serious my shifts for my summer job changed to 12 hours at night. So the most I can do is try and plan out the next episodes at work, and then get just enough sleep to not die of exhaustion at home.
Hence the minimalist effort stuff I've made. Let's Play, Commentary junk, etc. If its any consolation I have a suprise that may or may not occur much earlier in the series than I originally thought. Should prove to be interesting, and hard to do, but mostly interesting.

One Hour and a Half Later 5.6 Audio version

http://min.us/mbqLxpKovt

There ya go. Now back to FEAR.

ME3 and its Impact

Mass Effect 3's ending sucked, a lot. It was poorly thought out and contained more plotholes than the moon has craters, and what made it worse was that it felt and looked rushed or incomplete. Like the team ran into a wall and stumbled around while making it.

I considered making a video (a very long one) concerning this whole thing. In fact I recorded an entire rant and edited about half of it. But I realized that if I really wanted to make any sort of statement about what has happened or what will happen in the coming year for Bioware. I shouldn't be talking about why the ending was bad, but what this bad ending has done. I may do that video anyway, but if I do it will be incredibly dated and probably won't mean anything.

The thing that has pissed me off the most in the last 2 months hasn't been the fact that the ending sucked. It was the realization of where gaming culture is actually standing right now. I had no illusions that websites like Kotaku and IGN were fancy advertisement machines. But I still believed that there were people out there who actually cared about what their articles were supposed to represent. And that was to offer insight or talk about games with people, not companies, but people. I was wrong.

And I can't punch you in the face, why?

The fact that some, if not all, of these major news sites have been defending what is arguably the most jarring drop in quality in the last decade says a lot. Which wouldn't be as bad if the arguments being presented didn't utterly fail for several reasons. One of the most prominent being that each attempt to try and understand why gamers dislike it has resulted in a strawman argument. So we get videos featuring IGN's Colin Moriarty, casually walking down the street telling me I'm an entitled baby while talking about the Resistance and Lost franchises as if they weren't the horribly written piles of crap they always were. The words "artistic integrity" get thrown in of course, pretty much guilting anyone who has advocated for games as art into admitting defeat.

What the ending of Mass Effect 3 has exposed is the divide that has developed between "normal gamers" and the gaming/internet journalism we have today. Any illusions that the people who work for sites like Gametrailers or 1UP haven't been closer to the corporations that publish these games, than the people who actually read and care about said game's quality, has been utterly destroyed. Its pretty much the only thing we can be slightly thankful for. 

Just on a personal level I would like to address this whole "but its art" thing. Games have always been "art", but honestly thats because that word can pretty much be plastered on anything. Beyond that, it doesn't really hold as much power as people think it does. Why else do you think we have critics at all? Because its quality that we want, not just the word "art" over and over again.

Which is why I find "artistic integrity" more of an argument as to why Bioware should change the ending than why they shouldn't. The game's ending is not consistent with the rest of the game, its like corporate interests took priority over creative ones. So if Bioware is going to stick with their "artistic integrity" it should be to make sure the game lives up to its own standards. Which they themselves set.

It took 5 years to come up with this

Back to the journalism thing. Its pretty obvious now that we as gamers need to rethink how this industry is run. Serious change needs to happen, and its not going to be enforced by the companies we purchase from nor from the journalists we get our news from. It comes down to us. Hopefully us interacting with these creative teams, so they actually know what is going on rather than a corporate suit acting as the middle man. One of the best ways of doing that is through Kickstarter. The new Tim Schafer game as well as a sequel to Wasteland and Shadowrun, have come from grassroots funding, and hopefully these are games that will have a quality we have not seen yet.

As for news sites, I have no idea. They don't seem to have many redeeming qualities anymore, aside from giving us more media to consume. Its a bit of a shame, because I actually wish this wasn't the case. Despite my cynical nature I still want things to get better than they are. I just don't know how.

In any case, Mass Effect 3's ending will come to a head this summer with the Extended Cut DLC. I'm kind of caught between not wanting bother and giddy with anticipation. Might do a Lets Play of the trilogy or something, hopefully by then I'll be done when they're done and have a reason to want to play Mass Effect 3 again.

5.5 Audio version

Here's 5.5

http://minus.com/mInkIUvc9/

Took long enough.

And I'm back

Hokay, got a lot to catch up on.

Took a long break to play some games I haven't touched and get, well, my life in order.
Thats still not completely done with, but I figured you guys waited long enough. Threw out 5.5 of that anime dealie to make sure you guys knew I'm not dead. And there's a lot more to come.

5.3 Audio version

So I accidentally skipped over 5.2. I'll do that later though, in the meantime we've got this one I've been saving...for some reason. I kinda forget why now.
http://minus.com/mVKAMJ77X#1

Yay.

6.2 and Blip

So If you didn't watch that update video I put on Youtube, I have a Blip account now. I'm using it mainly as a backup/home for the anime commentary stuff.
Anything I make will be up and if I can manage to get it on Youtube it'll be there as well.

This post is also a bit of a test for how well Blip works, so far pretty good. Though their uploading process leaves much to be desired.